This was my very first shoot, and honestly, I couldn’t have wished for a better first experience. A Valentine’s shoot with Izzy Bizzy, created for Meiden van Holland and captured by Curved Marvin. From the moment I stepped onto the set, it felt special.
Izzy Bizzy is a stunning, calm, and deeply sensual woman. She carries a soft energy, yet at the same time there’s something deliciously naughty about her that instantly gets under your skin. Just her presence alone created tension. That made it even more intense for me, especially knowing it was my first time.
Curved Marvin took the lead from the very beginning, and I mean that in the best possible way. He explained everything calmly and clearly, down to the smallest detail. No stress, no insecurity, just focus and trust. That gave me the space to truly be myself and surrender to the moment. You can feel in everything that Marvin knows exactly what he’s doing and understands how to bring out the very best in his performers.
Before the shoot, Marvin asked if I wanted to write a Valentine’s letter. That small detail made a world of difference for me. It added emotion, tension, and authenticity. When Izzy later read that letter out loud in front of the camera, I could literally feel the excitement rushing through my body. That was the moment everything truly came alive.
“Izzy,
I rewrote this letter three times.
Not because I didn’t know what I wanted to say,
but because I didn’t know how much I dared to admit.
I think about you at moments when I probably shouldn’t.
About the way you look when you know someone wants you.
About how your body seems perfectly still,
while everything around it forgets how to breathe.
I wonder if you notice when someone desires you.
If you feel the way a gaze lingers,
just a little too long.
Maybe you’re reading this and smiling.
Maybe you already know exactly what you would do to me.
And if that’s true,
then I hope you let me in,
so I don’t have to imagine you anymore.”
The concept of the scene was deliciously playful. Izzy had called on her fans to date her and selected three men. Being one of those three gave me an incredible rush. I felt desired. Chosen. And I carried that energy with me. The chemistry was there instantly.
As the shoot went on, everything became more intense. Marvin captured beautiful close ups and knew exactly when to zoom in and when to give us space. That made everything feel stronger, more real, more raw. I noticed how comfortable I felt and how freely I dared to let myself go. That confidence came entirely from the way Marvin guided the set.
What I truly appreciated is that before the scene, we carefully discussed all the do’s and don’ts. That ensured everything remained respectful, safe, and still incredibly hot. No surprises, just surrender and pleasure. Exactly how it should be in a Meiden van Holland production.
This first shoot made me realize I’m exactly where I belong. I intensely enjoyed Izzy, the energy, and especially the way Curved Marvin directed and captured everything.
This definitely leaves me wanting more.
For Meiden van Holland and with Curved Marvin, I’ll happily work many more times.